Sunday, September 14, 2008
how not to feel jaded.
how to feel hopeful
how to find sth to be passionate abt.
to find passion
a scary thought
girls have two ladders, one for frenship, the other for relationship. the higher u go on the frenship ladder, the harder it is to cross over.
for a bit of self preservation, climb another ladder.or slip down the rungs.
guys have oni one ladder, every potential female fren is a mate haha. they are all the same. if any one on the ladder gets their clothes off, the guy will sleep with her. oops
haiyo i didnt come up with this.
this is what comes next.
off patho
plus one student
plus 4 write ups
plus cofm project
plus drivin test
plus med eopt
plus a million and one dinenrs to cath up
i am beginning to think that life is really empty. meaningless. its ike when will i ever graduate man. everyday i must go thru the motion, studying werking bathng eating sleeping shitting. sigh there is like nothing. is there?
n of cos its not abt outting meaning into just one person sigh. i resign.
the jaded
the unreasonable
the la la land.
self preservation. seriously whats that?
i wish i can plan for elective now or sth. its like just goin thru each day waiting for the next meal now.
re·la·tion·ship
1. a connection, association, or involvement.
2. connection between persons by blood or marriage.
3. an emotional or other connection between people: the relationship between teachers and students.
4. a sexual involvement; affair.
-- dictionary.com
human interaction is profound. it's like chemistry. hydrochloride acid solution in a state of equilibrium in a beaker. every action, every word spoken or unspoken, disrupts the equilibrium. turn on the heat, particles vibrate harder, hydrochloride vapours form. add in sodium hydroxide, ions dissociate, switch partners. leave it to stand, the water evaporates, loose powdery crystals form. every little thing done has an effect. and doing nothing about it doesn't mean nothing happens. something always happens.
beyond money and books, sustaining delicate equilibriums of relationships with the ones around you is probably the most challenging task of all.
haha damn geek. and copycat.
if you type a :) in ur message, does it really mean u're smiling/happy?
maybe u're:
a) genuinely happy
b) trying to sound happy
c) convincing urself that u're happy
d) trying to be polite
hmm copycat agn.
ok i will give my take
a) 5 percent of the time or less
b) 80 percent of the time
c) 15 percent of the time
d) all the time. 100 percent. always inclusive
yeah thats me. what abt you?
I failed. 5:34 AM
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