i know this is gonna sound weird but today is the happiest day of my life. in a long time.
yeah it tops the happy chart.. and oh crap i m almost done watching friends. i mean i m at season 9 when one mth ago i was havent watched a single episode.
anw i prob sound like christina yank or sth now
but i m so high. i had my first surgery today. i scrubbed in! haha and i was like prof's assistant. i learnt a few equipment names.. got to stitch sew stitch burn and stitch more.. it was 4 and a half hrs in all.. two surgeries.. inguinal hernia direct and indirect one after the other. and it was esp cool when he asked qn and tht us stuff.. like well hassenbach triangle whats the most impt structure that runs thru the spermatic cord u know how to differentiate the two hernia.. and everything.. werkin with the staff nurse. he tht us all a few stitches. and i gotta scrub in. with this m4! how cool can. haha yay i m happy. really oh and a ccouple of times the guy seem like he is awake and aware.. or moved his knees..that was scary haha.. other than that it just smelt pretty much like bbq. oops.
haha well the other guys were there but each operation oni one person was allowed to scrub so.. yeah i scrubbed one raymond scrubbed the other still it was uber cool. ha yay!
early morning linkin park. with loads of dreams in my head.
and so i ve completed IHG. completed 13 Cas. am emotionally involved in what i vow not to be unless..
i had those weird dreams again. where it seems so clear and futuristic. it was some parade rehearsal.. i walked past all the participants waiting for their turn.. rehearsing makin noise merry makin feelin utterly bored.. to this slop where i can view the performace or some procession.. there were p schs sec sch and dunno wad involved.. got uniform grps a plenty.. werifd eh..as im viewin from this level, i ve frens callin out to me from above, glen and i think ian or fairuz.. were there too.. nd izzu was in the parade.. and he knew one of them.. i think its a nat day parade.. and matin or this person who looked like matin was inside.. the p sch section had a girl as the lead singer.. some funny patriotic dream abt growin up here... definitely national day. it was evening time glowin orange lights.
next dream was even clearer.. i was in clinicals alr. it was the first day of meetin this doctor..caroline or carol. my cg mate i thk was a guy or some voice very familar.. it was all fungal cases.. irene was in my big cg i thk..or atleast on the same level..i took three gloves intstead of two..so clumsy.. there were so many tags and papers stickin out of the doctors door.. and she told us she had a bonus qn.. snow cone fungus or sth liddat. she would buy us a treat if we knew wad it was at the end.. asked if got any case we wanna see in particular.. really nice doc.. but b4 we started i needed the toilet urgently and she was like.. hais..ok hurry..
sigh life sucks. my friend was biting the pencil provided during microb..when mark taylor walked to him and said you do not know where the pencil has been or who the previus user ight ve been. hur hur.
yeah i wanna go swimmin u kow. but for some reason i m thinkin twice now. iw anna go tot the sea..there might be flesh eating bacteria,. swimmin pool chlorine doesnt kill all the helminths and protozoas and wad not. argh.